Love Sick, Pt. 1

2 evenings in an empty motel
I think I'm dreaming but I really can't tell
Before the weekends out I think I'll break my shell
Your lips could lead me from this hell

I don't know what to say
To make you hope for better days
Like I'm fine, doing great
But I just lied right to your face

Don't know how I felt when you walked away
When the one you love goes MIA
Even clear blue skies
Go stagnant grey
And the winter night seems to last all day

And I can't resist your side

Don't kiss me back love
I don't wanna fall in love
I know that it's tough though
Don't make this decision
I know it's bad that you're here

Tell me if you love
If you're honest, do you mean it?
Fall apart like f*cking money
Yeah, you want it
Do you need it?

And no one can love you like I did
I spend all my time with the ceiling
And no one can trust you like I did
You've done it before and I've seen it

My mood always change with the season
Tell me you love me, you mean it?
You love him again and I've seen it
I cut my wrists now I'm bleeding

Don't kiss me back love
I don't wanna fall in love
I know that it's tough though
Don't make this decision
I know it's bad that you're here

Checking up on all the things that we started today
And I'm losing all we had planned
It's not as if I wanted to stay where we are
But you just kind of left me today
Figure it out, I'm MIA
I've been tryna figure out where I am
And with the clouds in my eyes
I will slowly drift away outta sight
I've never been so high
I've never been so high

Don't kiss me back love
I don't wanna fall in love
I know that it's tough though
Don't make this decision
I know it's bad that you're here

I know it's bad that you're here
And I can't help but just stare at your pretty hazel eyes
Captivated me through the night
Don't be sad I'm right here
Keep you safe from your fears
And what you feel deep inside
We can figure this out tonight
We'll fly

Don't kiss me back love
'Cause I don't know what I'll become

Don't kiss me back love
I don't wanna fall in love
I know that it's tough though
Don't make this decision
I know it's bad that you're here

I fell in love
Was on the top of the world
Nowadays I'm getting up from the floor
I know you think I need a break from you
I used to breathe you in my love
And now I think I finally need fresh air
Pieces of me endlessly everywhere

Don't kiss me back love
I don't wanna fall in love
I know that it's tough though
Don't make this decision
I know it's bad that you're here

Don't kiss me back love