Love Scars

I am not who you think I are
Put the puzzle of my life together just to tear it apart
Maybe the things that I don’t like
Is what make us alike
And maybe the things we try to fight is what’s making us fight
Dark clouds…”woe is me” mentality...ghosting anyone around that don’t agree or even try to challenge me
But I think if you teach me how to teach my sister we’ll be okay
And she’s more than just a precious flower but a bouquet
You have everything youll ever need
Keep your eyes on that prizе
Don’t let nobody kill your dreams
This life is gonna tеar you down
You gotta hold your crown, queen
If you ever get discouraged go read psalms 23
I just wanna know love but pain said don’t you run from me
That why I ain't got no love if you only try to comfort me
I may fall short of showing love since thats the highest frequency
Please forgive these love scars if thats all you receive from me

Forgive me if I take this pain out on you
Sometimes I get emotional
This ain't how loves supposed to go
But If you give me time, I’ll see what I can do
But its really really really hard healing all these love scars

All portraits have imperfections
I grew up without affection
Withdrew and I lost my blessing
It grew into aggression
I use it for my protection
To shield me from the heartache
Its only so much pain I can take, sick of the heartbreak
Protective as a grizzly watching out for his cubs
Can’t take back who I was
Can't take back things I’ve done
Just thank God for second chances
Promise not take take you for granted and leave you stranded
Guess the way that God planned it
Everyday I’m seeing progress
Just gotta trust in the process
And I confess, doing as song with my daughters I’m feeling so blessed

Pain usually last this might be a test
Pain don’t usually last, scars they heal in time
What plays back in your mind but you gotta keep trying
And leave yesterday behind
Cause the futures so bright and I put that on my life