Love Rut

I came in with clear intentions
This shit just happens, it’s cool though
Thought I didn’t care
I was unaware I would end up the fool, though
We were nothing, I made us something
It’s not your fault, and it’s not mine
I’m just here for a good time
You’re just here for a good time

And I, I try to play it cool
Try to act like nobody can hurt me but I know you do
Oh I, I try to play the field
Try to act like I ain’t catching feelings and none of this is real

And I’m stuck in a love rut
I could never get enough
I gotta let you tear me down so I can build myself back up
Yeah, I’m stuck in a love rut
And I know that it’s fucked up
But I dug this hole for myself, I gotta find my way back up

You came through off the drugs and you gave me some ‘cause you had to
Found out that you got a girl
Boy, you’re fucking numb
Shorty’s bad, too
You came through at 3am when I hit you up, I ain’t mad though
I just wish that you were honest with me, not bogus to me, that’s facts though

And I, I try to play it cool
Try to act like nobody can hurt me but I know you do
Oh I, I try to play the field
Try to act like I ain’t catching feelings and none of this is real

And I’m stuck in a love rut
I could never get enough
I gotta let you tear me down so I can build myself back up
Yeah, I’m stuck in a love rut
And I know that it’s fucked up
But I dug this hole for myself, I gotta find my way back up

It’s my fault, love, it’s not yours
‘Cause I fell out of love and never closed the door
And I’ve got to, yeah I’ve got to
I’ve gotta hold it down for myself when life’s caving in
I don’t got no one else
I don’t got you, I don’t got you

And I’m stuck in a love rut
I could never get enough
I gotta let you tear me down so I can build myself back up
Yeah, I’m stuck in a love rut
And I know that it’s fucked up
But I dug this hole for myself, I gotta find my way back up