Love Of My Life

[Verse 1]
I had a love
Now I need the love
Or be the love
For me to love
Or see the love
Maybe gotta do what Jesus does
And be a sponge
You know give more than I can take
I ain’t tryna drain
I wanna see you doin' well
And stop my wishing, well
For that I gotta open up
You know, kiss and tell
Listen well
I’m not telling our business
I’m just telling you this is
A level where I gotta be comfortable
Being vulnerable
Maybe it’s cultural
Gotta be strong
Is what they tell us
But they don’t tell us we die early from this stress
Heart heavy it’s a bevy of duress
Like a bench press fallin' on ya chest
We got no spot to talk
We don’t take no walk
And don’t stop to take in the smell of the flowers
I mean we worried about our rank on the world's global powers list
I mean, shit, we been hunted since the day we was born
White women look at us like porn
Ain’t no fury like a women’s heart scorn
So I never wanna make you mad
I just had to let you know the mindset
So if I get, deep in my thoughts
And you start to think that we ain’t the people we thought
You gotta know this kind of love is felt not taught
Don’t wanna see you distraught
I just thought, I could open up
And let you know I need that love in my life
Alright

[Hook: Sample]

[Verse 2]
It’s like a, free fall, we don’t know what’s next
Gotta, trust God, 'cause he knows what’s best
And I, know you thinkin all I want is sex
But what inside ya mind?
I mean I really wanna find that
(Love of my life)
Real Love, Mary J, What’s The 411?
They call me sun, 'cause I shine like one
I call you hon', 'cause you sweet like bun
Sweet nones kinda dumb
Wanna real live one
When will me find one
Guess when I stop looking
Get beats, write hooks and
Now when I start looking
Inside and I start to get good looking
But my looks don’t change
She can’t put her finger on it
But she know I’m not the same
I got that, real love
Populate my aura
In this state I’m sure of
My vibration greatest
Yea my state is highest
I can say a lot even when I’m quiet
If the limit the sky then
We should both go flyin'
Destination the journey
And can’t no weapon formed against me shall hurt me
I know them people lurking
But I don’t respond
Gotta keep keepin' on
The feeling is strong
Repeat in the song
I seek and I long
For a trust and a bond
That could never break
I know it take hard work
But this is God’s work