Love Me

[Intro]
Yea, got some things to get off my chest
You know what I'm saying shed some light on my darkness
Take this shit one day at a time, yea, if you going
Through it, just know there's brighter times ahead
Real talk, check

[Verse 1]

I woke up this morning upset, I can't seem to pinpoint a reason
I'm pacing around in my room which seem like a sell and i'm seeking Freedom/ i hope this confusion release me, i've been feeling this feeling for months, it's cold it's bold it keeps me inside/
Just locked in the house i don't want to go out like today/
As i continue to pace, i stop i light an incense then sit on
The floor to meditate, i mentally need to renovate/
I'm closing my eyes then thoughts in bunches arrive/
Dreams, bills, death i'm going to make it (wait am i gone make it?)
I'll be ok (then why i'm upset?) wait am i depressed?

[Chorus : Courtney Flower]

I'm in a sunken place but i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
Through the hard times i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
I feel everything keeps weighing on me
I hold it in, i don't say anything but through it all
I'm still going to love, still going to love me

I'm in a sunken place but i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
Through the hard times i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
I feel everything keeps weighing on me
I hold it in, i don't say anything but through it all
I'm still going to love, still going to love me

[Verse 2]

As a kid i was confident, i thought i'd be rich by 25
The nfl was my main focus i would tell myself it would get me out
Out of being broke, i'll be happy then, ill be well paid
I'll be well known, i'll be self made with my people
Put them in place, they can eat too/ that sounds good don't it?
Living a life of fame they screaming ya name, accepted by all
Even yourself? reflect on that thought, see i would ignore it
I would just store it in back of my mind/
Unconsciously digging a hole for my truth, i'd toss it inside/
Then cover it up with a lie, of being ok but ok i was not/

[Chorus : Courtney Flower]

I'm in a sunken place but i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
Through the hard times i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
I feel everything keeps weighing on me
I hold it in, i don't say anything but through it all
I'm still going to love, still going to love me

I'm in a sunken place but i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
Through the hard times i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
I feel everything keeps weighing on me
I hold it in, i don't say anything but through it all
I'm still going to love, still going to love me

[Verse 3]

There's a lot of us don't even know that we suffering from (depression) if we do we suppress it we think that we weak if we Speak of (depression) it's society making us numb ignoring the signs of (depression) how do we fix? (depression) how do we handle? (depression), the answer is love, capturing love at times can be hard
Especially when you don't realize it gone you just feel affects of you being torn, one thing that i've learned, the cure is engulfed in the pain/ to value the sun you must feel some rain/ acknowledge that pain/ it makes you get close with yourself, no shame if you need help, seek it

[Chorus : Courtney Flower]

I'm in a sunken place but i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
Through the hard times i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
I feel everything keeps weighing on me
I hold it in, i don't say anything but through it all
I'm still going to love, still going to love me

I'm in a sunken place but i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
Through the hard times i'm still going to love
Still going to love me
I feel everything keeps weighing on me
I hold it in, i don't say anything but through it all
I'm still going to love, still going to love me