Love me Alone PT. 1

[Verse 1]
Based on your thoughts I should hate you
But I can't deny that I miss you
But I can't deny we had issues
Took time for me to see without tissues
It's funny, I think I comprehend what love is
But how would I know if I ever felt it
Started feeling love but now I feel depressed
Love clouds my mind, now I'm feeling stressed

[Verse 2]
Last night I had a dream I was with you
When I woke up, that dream went into tissue
I've never wanted someone more in my life
I'm taken with strife
And tempted by the knife
I got
No stars, no money
But real issues
I'm tongue tied, loose lipped
But still I continue
Even when there's no hope in the sounds that I make
I'm still surprised I'm still alive to this today
But maybe I still have a chance
'Cause if you gave me a second one
It might not be my last dance

[Verse 3]
Trapped in desperation man I don't give a fuck
Can't get with the girl i love, guess I'm just out of luck
I don't love the girl I'm with, but I don't like breaking hearts
But how come no one cares that mines is about to fall apart
I know I did shit in the past but how was I supposed to know
Know not to hide my thoughts and let my feelings show

[Verse 4]
Music's too loud man
Feel like I'm drowning
Eyes light gone
I'm calling for help
No one I believe in
Way too much treason
She's not here
I'm killing myself