Love letter to hate

[Part 1]
And I can taste your lipstick on the joint you passed
Talking about things I have destroyed our heads
How you fell in love with all these boys you met
And how you messed up every choice you had
How much you have messed up your life and never put up a fight
And every moment you laughed that made you break down and cry
How I've been missing your signs, the SOS in your eyes
And whenever I'm gone, I've been stuck in your mind
How you hated putting on the daily
Scratching out our faces in the pictures of us naked
Yeah, how long you have waited for me to call you maybe
Since we separated, you say you've been feeling crazy

[Bridge]
That's alright though
No one's gonna fix a broken love
I give back all your gifts, I never liked those
I know sometimes I am very rough, yeah
Yeah yeah

[Part 2]
And you can smell my perfume and my scent just through the wind
Talking about things that we could both consider sins
How I'll never be in love and how I've never been
And how sometimes I question if I may be into men
How much I'm afraid of my feelings
Maybe I just need healing
Maybe I'm just too scared to let you close
You have felt my heart beating, told me things you believe in
I pretend not to care I'm acting cold

[Part 3]
But maybe I was wrong the entire time
The urge is just too strong to be by your side
It will so long to be aight, oh I
But before you're gone, baby, can I try?
And I am truly sorry 'bout the mess I made
But meeting you feels like it was just yesterday
I thought there are some things that I should better say
So please accept my love letter hate