love is only a feeling

[Intro]
Yeah
Huh
Look

[Verse 1]
Tryna write but I'm thinking of you
When you grabbed my leg while I told you the truth
When I was upset and you treated me so nice
And looked at me with those eyes
You're the love of my life, yeah
I grab my gun just for extra protection
Ever since a baby I suffer from depression
Basically everyday and night I wanna end it
You'll catch me at school getting goddamn detention
When I was 7 I was looking for attention
Love was a feeling and I couldn't get it
My father left me but I know that he regrets it
We all make mistakes, but I just don't get it

[Verse 2]
Look
Looking for answers, mommy why do you have cancer?
But I just get no response
All my life I feel lost
At what did this all cost?
I basically fucking lost it all
I'm gonna be 67 working at a shopping mall
Being at some old guys back and call
Being at some old guys fucking back and call
I am so depressed but always being bothered never less
With my life, people are oh so obsessed
Dylan it's okay, go and get it off your chest
But if you say something we don't like, we will call you a pest
But it's all good, shit it's all right
When I get home I'll just him my pipe
And I'll relax and I will get high