Love is life, life is short

Every day I wake up, I sigh, and then I feel ugly, so I look in the mirror
I can't describe how I feel, like why am I here?
Why isn't my heart as big as my ears?
And how come no one cares how you doing when you don't say shit until your face is full of tears?
I lost her, and then I lost myself, then I found some help
But, time flies and it's a new year

Every day is the same
I walk up to my same classes, same school, drives me insane (insane)
Not much you can do when the whole school doesn't even fucking know your name (name)
And then, I see her pretty face
And then, I gotta ask myself, when can we say hi again?
(I dunno)
I promised myself that I'd be sober but her, stress, and school
Now my problems got me high again

Every day is the same
I walk up my same classes, same school drives me insane (insane)
Not much you can do when the whole school doesn't even really know your name (name)
And then, I see her pretty face
And then, I gotta ask myself, when can we say hi again? (I dunno)
I promised myself that I'd be sober but her, stress, and school
Now my problems got me high again

I never was the popular one
I thought that being in love would help my problems all gone
But, it didn't
I wasted my time
The only thing on my mind is what happens right after I die
And it's an everyday thing
All my friends just fade away
I ask for better days, but every day just stays the same
I'm seeing all these couples, I wish I could be the same
And 99 problems, being happy is the main thing

I wish that I was a man
I wish I wasn't always so sad
I wish that I was the guy that I make myself look like on Instagram
I wanna get in my car, drive off and don't come back home
My friends stopped hitting up my phone
It's cause we're--
All--
Grown
(Hmm, I didn't think about it like that)