​love instead of gold

[Verse 1]
Silence on the surface, I was never perfect
I was on my way home, I do not deserve this
Scrutinize my purpose, brutalized my service
Now I'm introverted, cause I was getting nervous
You can find your worth it's down the road, I'll bring ya
I'm an overthinker, smell of roses linger
Cowards point they fingers
Hear the voices singing, in my head regardless
I don't rest my eyelids
My homies unemployed, the bread will get divided
The people love the noise, and we some jungle boys
We only exercised it
Read the public excerpt, and peep the rest behind it
We did communal service, I guess I do deserve this
Everything I gave to the universe just
Came back to me, the kind and the ugly
I'm on the sunny path, the shine's right above me