​love hurts

[Pre-Chorus]
I love him because he hates me
Only love that I know is agony
First time I made love was a tragedy
Now I don't know how to be loved normally
Clouds on me, rain shame on me
How could you do that when I was just 15?
Blame myself, still feel guilty
And I still wake up at night shaking, feel filthy

[Chorus]
I love to feel the pain I seek
I only love who's hurting me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows that I'm so crazy
I love to feel the pain I seek
I love you more when you're mean to me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows, e-e-еverybody knows

[Bridge]
They say love hurts [?]
I think this lovе hurts more than you know
Can you feel the pain when you're holding me close?

[Pre-Chorus]
I love him because he hates me
Only love that I know is agony
First time I made love was a tragedy
Now I don't know how to be loved normally
Clouds on me, rain shame on me
How could you do that when I was just 15?
Blame myself, still feel guilty
And I still wake up at night shaking, feel filthy

[Chorus]
I love to feel the pain I seek
I only love who's hurting me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows that I'm so crazy
I love to feel the pain I seek
I love you more when you're mean to me
I can't get too close to you, I'm a freak
Everybody knows, e-e-everybody knows