I’m pretty sure this is about Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus due to his face on the cover and multiple Amazing Digital Circus references throughout the song
[Intro]
Yuh, yuh, yuh
[Verse 1]
Let me start this nice and easy: I don't like you
I'ma keep it straight, getting out the way's the right move
All the love is fake, it's insane, I'm not the type to
Spend all my time pretending, I tell it just like I like to, ayy
[Chorus]
Damn it, I'll say it
I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it
You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated
You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it
[Verse 2]
And now I'm jaded in this abstract world, it's a comedy
Time to scrap the silly script that thеy jot for me
I'm just laughing ironically
When it comes to giving up, I'm a prodigy
I lеt go holding onto me, look where caring has gotten me
I got lost 'til I found myself surrounded by clowns
And now I'm certain this circus we lurk in got no way out
And I never found purpose in searching this world for reasons to doubt
This Earth's a meaningless mound, that's what it all really about
And I got big smoke, I hit those who fake warm greetings
Never misspoke or tip-toe around your feelings
'Cause this shit-show's a sick joke, so no more fleeing
I'ma risk it all and make the call how I see it, I mean it
[Chorus]
Damn it, I'll say it
I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it
You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated
You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it
Replay it
D-D-Damn it, I'll say it
I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it
You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated
You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it
[Verse 3]
It just doesn't sit with me (Na-na, nah)
The deception and trickery (Yuh)
Maybe I'd be nice if life ain't met me with misery
Never called a bitch a bitch until a bitch was a bitch to me
And now this is what I'm on, what's a bond, but a con
Just to take what you want, this a hater's renaissance
Now our fate doesn't haunt, you were fake, now you're gone
If you wake to your mistakes
You can take that to the great beyond
'Cause I don't need friends, I know me best, this is how I cope
I mean this, I'm the meanest
If you wanna know my deepest, hearted secrets, I'ma let it show
I'll leave this planet speechless when it's my time to go
So read this open book with awful reviews
Everybody tell me I'm an asshole because I tell them the truth
If you wanna go pick and choose your battles everybody will lose
And I'll be smiling as we do at least the closure is new
[Pre-Chorus]
E-E-E-Every day I lie awake, slaving in this cyberspace
Praying that I die knowing it's the only way that I escape
Absent of all time and space, running in a mindless race
I'll live this life and thrive on hate
And y'all can rot as lying fakes like
[Chorus]
Damn it, I'll say it
I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it
You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated
You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it
Replay it
D-D-Damn it, I'll say it
I got a love-hate relationship with love, 'cause I hate it
You know I stay heartbreaking, honesty's underrated
You made my life into a game, I won't be blamed how I play it
[Outro]
I won't be blamed how I play it
And Cam Steady stay steady, bitch
LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP was written by Cam Steady.
LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP was produced by Zyller & Zepelinbeats.
Cam Steady released LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP on Sat Nov 11 2023.