When you take everything apart bit by bit
It all looks quite complicated, doesn't it
But when you put it all back together again
It still is quite complicated in the end
I went on a walk earlier today to escape my life
But sooner or later you realize you have to go back
And when you go back you have to face your life
And you're wondering if it's all on track
I'm left wondering what my life will be
And i'm wondering how my life could have been
And i'm pondering the way my life is now
But everything eventually comes to an end
And it's 2am and i can't sleep
'cause the feelings are inside of me
And they're all i ever think about
Oh, i wish i could just throw them out
I've never said all this before
Being honest is what i deplore
As i lie in bed and write this song
Oh, how did it all go so wrong?
I feel like i should say why these lyrics exist
I wrote them all five months ago when i was sick
And as i sing this song today, i have a clear mind
So don't worry about me; i am fine
[saxophone solo]
[piano solo]
But uncertainty is fueled by love
And anxiety is enhanced by love
And it's wonderful to be in love
I don't want to be in love
And it's 2pm and i can't breathe
Because i am filled with anxiety
And everything in my mind is blank
So why do i feel that my heart has sank
Is this the path i have chosen for me
Or will everyone else just get angry
They say that love is all you need
But my feelings are filling me with greed...
...and that's all i need