Lost will.

[Hook]
I lost the will to live
There's no fucking point in me trying
Feel so sick
There's no fucking point of me crying
Haven't slept for shit
There's no fucking point, it ain't tiring
Man, I act like a bitch I regret every second of my life, well I might be retiring

[Verse 1]
They ask me how I'm going by
I almost stabbed myself but I said that I'm fine
They used to my cold expressions so they do not see the emotions I'm going through all of the time
Only time that I see the line
Is when I sniff away the problems I been keeping insidе
Empty every bottle, yеah, I'm going out of my mind
Wake up on the floor like 10k times
Everyday, every minute and second in
I'm just thinking about her, it's sickening
Worst part, she is probably listening
And her boyfriend as well, man this ain't it
I'm not fucking stable, I can't take it all
I'm a stupid ass coward who can't fight with his own emotions cuz my feelings strong and compared to them I'm not at all
Well I'm not at all

[Hook Alt]
I lost my will to live
I'm bout sick and tired of living on lies so I'm trying to chill

[Verse 2]
Face
Damn my skin's getting pale
Face
All of my enemies rage
Well, guess that I'm fucking dead
I wished upon it now this is it
Working tireless but never fed
Had the idea of dying at 12
But fuck, did it not work
I'm with nobody's help when I need most
And I see you on my media why you tryna lurk?
Fills me up with rage when you talkin bout me in a post
I have nowhere to go now
Run till I fall down
No one to call now
Fight in a brawl now
Fight till I crawl down
Will I survive, how?
I've managed to turn all my bros into foes now

[Hook]
I lost the will to live
There's no fucking point in me trying
Feel so sick
There's no fucking point of me crying
Haven't slept for shit
There's no fucking point, it ain't tiring
Man, I act like a bitch I regret every second of my life, well I might be retiring