​lost u again

[Intro]
(xmichaelwarren)

[Verse 1: kishin]
And I'm so tired of the lies that you keep telling me all over the phone, the phone
And I been going crazy, I think you're the reason I wanna be alone, alone
And you make it hard to think
Poppin' pills, bleeding over the sink
I lost you once and I lost you again
You walked away like it was just pretend
What'd I expect?

[Verse 2: kishin]
I've been thinking about you, constantly checking my phone
I-I been thinking if she wants to talk but I don't know
Told me that you love me, I don't think I'd call it love
And I know you hate me for a reason I don't know
You never really cared for me, not even from the start
You had a different person living up inside your thoughts
I (Want-want-want) wanted you, but I guess that a loss is just a loss
And now I'm writing pointless songs that you won't hear at all

[Bridge: muto]
(I won't run away from my problems anymore
Just do this one thing for me, please)
And I been tryna get you out of my head
And I been tryna get you out of my head

[Verse 3: muto]
And you took me from the start, told me it would never end (Never end)
D-Do you remember the time you took me to your bed?
Now I really wanna pump my head full of lead (Full of lead)
If I see you with someone else, I'ma fuckin' see red
I can't help the way I feel
I can't tell if it's real
For you, I'll fuckin' kneel
T-Too many nights that I cried those fuckin' tears
In the night, I can feel you in my veins
In the night, I can see you in my dreams

[Verse 4: kishin & muto]
Can't go (Can’t go)
My heart (My heart)
Can't stop (Can’t stop)
And now you're gone (Now you’re gone)
You can't go (Can’t go)
I need you (Need you)
I want us (Want us)
I'm in a knot
And in the night, I can still see you in my dreams
'Cause you're all that's on my mind even when I'm asleep
I can't help but think that you never fell for, fell for me
I-I lost you once and I lost you again
(xmichaelwarren)
You walked away like it was just pretend