Lost to the Night

It's 11am and the taste of stale cigarettes linger on my breath
The scars of another memory lost to the night
I turn to grab a hold of you
I feel your skin slipping through
And there’s nothing I can do

Why could I never see who you wanted me to be
Why can't I move on

That intoxicating feeling of being high all the while feeling so low
If you could hear me scream would you let me know
I'm drowning in a flood of doubt
Too breathless to scream or shout
Oh no oh no

Why could I never see who you wanted me to be
Why can’t I move on
My thoughts are cold
Couldn't turn this house into a home
It's time to let go

The nights are so cold in here
My body frozen from the inside
With stolen skin over hollow shells
This can't be real
I just need to know

Why could I never see who you wanted me to be
Why can't I move on
My thoughts are cold
Couldn't turn this house into a home
It's time to let go