Lost Soul

Goodmorning
How do you feel
I was thinking of the moments we had
I wish you were here but
You been working so hard to stay away
You don’t understand what that’s doing to me
This shit becoming to much to take
It will all be okay…..

I don’t need anyone to tell me I’m fine or is cause I got nowhere else to hide
I have this feeling that I might die but Fuck these feelings let just enjoy this night
I had to bust my ass to get to where I am that’s why it made me sad when they said what you did
Girl fuck the past I can’t go through that shit again now I’m just stuck inside my mind and my head fuck all of my friends these feelings get so suppressed when I start taking these xans no longer care what they said I really wish I was dead my heart got ripped out my chest and it will never be back again just know that if my mental wins I had I to Fight to fucking live this long

But I’m giving up now ay don’t give a fuck bout she say
The feelings gone now ay to get up and do anything
Just hit the bong now ay so I can write another script
Hoping that you listen to it Because nobody ever did
Now I cry and cut my wrist and wonder why do I exist
Only time I felt alive when I was laying in your crib why did you lie and say you loved me when you knew your never did
If I survive this suicide attempt again will you still wait cause nothings ever gonna change and everyday is just pain I wake up nothings the same oh my god this shit I can’t take
I swear to god I’ll grew this gun and put a bullet in my Brain fuck everyone and fuck the fame I’m done you see it on my face

It hurt when you told me I never did enough
Now when you call me no one will pick it up “yea”
They hating on me but girl who gives a fuck
At least I did something that no one’s ever done “yea”
But all of these feelings they keep surrounding her
You lied for a reason when you went out with her “damn”
Your sleeping I’m dreaming and now you down and hurt
I’m running I’m leaving I’m getting out of here