Lost Soul

Ooohhh fly away

Look
Lately I’ve been, losing myself
Abusing myself
Like if this life doesn’t kill me
Than I’ll do it myself
And if you shut the world out
Tell me who’s gonna help
Consumed daily, this will ruin my health
And I don’t need no one else
Only I can make me better
Too many cold cloudy days
Man I hate this weather
I don’t want to do these things
But I’m a go getter
And I been goin through so much while tryna keep it together
Don’t think I need the pressure
But pressure make diamonds
I lost my soul on this road
And Don’t know where to find it
Focused on the wrong mission
Feel like I been blinded
I heard the fairy tale love stories that were timeless
Betrayed by my own people I just never-mind it ain’t my first rodeo
Really need the Holy Ghost
Prayin no more homies overdose

Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change
And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell

There go your boy, you see him
Look like ya boy got demons
Look like your boy need to put the bottle down and quit drinking
Look like he bout to lose it all
Man what hell he thinkin
Like shiiit y’all remember when buddy was winnin?
Aye- but life is crazy though
And everything be changing though
People that I really fuck with dearly acting shady on me
Whatcha do when one of your close homies make a statement on you
Loyalty vacant on you
You ever looked at somebody and then question their journey
Just to realize that you’re judging them without havin a purpose
Like your perfect
I’ve been observant and I can’t vouch for you as a person
Things been so hard, I’m just tired of hurtin
My depression gets the best of me I try to make it numb
I know I’m doing wrong, but I just lie, and I play dumb
It hurts me deep inside I still got people in the slums
The people I call friends I haven't spoke to in months

Ooh So tell me I ain’t killin myself
Killin myself
I just needed something that could numb the pain
I spent a long time staring at reflections baby now I understand I need to change
And it’s been a long ride on this road but I finally get to find myself
Will I make it out this hole I fell in, only time will tell

Ooohh, fly away