​lost myself

I think that I lost myself
Trying to find anybody else
And when the trophies come off the shelf
Are they proud of me anymore?

I think that I lost myself
Trying to find somebody else
But when I dont accept the help
They can't be proud of me anymore

I can’t do this on my own
I’ve always been looking for my home
When all the grass is overgrown
You can't take care of it anymore

I can't help you enough
You deserve so much more love
Im just praying you wake up
Every time I put you to bed

You got so much more potential
I wish that you could see it
I know what’s going on
But you still act like its a secret
You dance around your lies
So much you make yourself believe it
You carry so much shame
And I just wish you didn’t feel it

Cause you’re not to blame
You dont deserve the pain
I hope you see it one day
The sun shines in your eyes

I think that I lost myself
Trying to find somebody else
And when the trophies come off the shelf
Are they proud of me anymore?

I can’t do this on my own
I’ve always been looking for my home
When all the grass is overgrown
You can't take care of it anymore

I can't help you enough
You deserve so much more love
Im just praying you wake up
Every time I put you to bed