Lost My Mind

Intro:
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Lost my mind long time ago
Lost my mind long time ago
Lost my mind long time ago
Lost my mind

Chorus:
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Said the girl that I love just don't love me no more
Girl that I love don't love me no more
Said the girl that I love just don't love me no more
Lost my mind, lost my mind a long time ago

Verse 1:
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Being crazy ain't easy but I make it look good
Finally made an album that didn't go wood
But I'm unable to enjoy it
Mental illness on deployment
I often let the Devil in
But I can't let the Devil win
The fear run thru my veins like heroin
Till the thoughts I have are harrowing
Deep in a sentence
C-Murder, Judas Priest - screaming for vengeance
My Dad lived to be 45
Then he shot himself with a 45
All I wanted was a Pepsi
Yes I live with PTSD
This breakup was rather messy
Now I'm a psych patient, test me

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Verse 2:
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I wish it meant as little to me
As it does to you
I'm about to have a second stroke
Hyperventilate, bout to choke
Shit cuts deep like a box of razors
Burning holes in my oculators
Project Pat told me not to save her
Wish I could take back the grace I gave her
Fuck a Trumper, Fuck a Truther
Home life perfect but we got no future
Now I'm out here broke & famous
New York State came for my anus
Carry round a secret, Kerry Von Erich
I wanted to shoot my cousin Eric
I almost shot my ex's ex
I probably shouldn't say that on a rap song

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Verse 3:
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Istanbul, not Constantinople
Love can sting like isopropyl
My career is twice as hopeful
Hope one day I won't be woeful
Go back to the man that feel himself
Why do I make raps that reveal myself?
I had two parents built a house
One died of cancer, one killed himself
You never wanna take a selfie
I can do bad by myself, B
I obsess myself unhealthy
I've lost 40 lbs, please help me
One thing I ain't do is cheat
But I replaced you in a week
You'd think that would have healed my grief
But these palpitations have yet to cease

(Repeat Chorus)

(Repeat Intro)