Lost My Legs

[Chorus]
Your love is like a demon in my ear
Tell me never fear when I'm here
But I lost my legs to the combat
I lost my legs to the combat

[Verse 1]
And I ain't really wanna listen to bullshit
But I listen to your bullshit cause I love you
Two years been together
Through the baddest of weather
Hope "it's forever" is forever
Simplistic in your eyes
What a beautiful mind you have, my dear
All these moments with you
My gloom has cleared
Is that a lie? Cause I'm paralyzed without you
Can't walk in my own two goddamn shoes
I think I wear a 5, used to be an eleven
How the hell can hell feel like heaven?
Spending late nights with a double-edged sword
Your love will heal, but your absence hurts more
Stuck to the spider's web
Do I die instead of being heartless?
Or do I die in bed in this darkness?
I'm cut up from the thorns in this garden

[Chorus]
Said your love is like a demon in my ear
Tell me never fear when I'm here
But I lost my legs to the combat
I lost my legs to the combat
Said your love is like a demon in my ear
Tell me never fear when I'm here
But I lost my legs to the combat
I lost my legs to the combat
And my will to fight you

[Verse 2]
Why you always gotta make it difficult?
Hope you know I ain't invincible
Never once have you made me feel like I'm credible
Do you know how bad, how much I feel invisible to you
Know I fucked up and you're fucked up now
You won't believe a word coming out of my mouth
And that's fair enough
I trust, I teared it up
I'm tearing up at the thought of marriage, us
You and me happily combust into stardust
That's the way our love adjusts
In the shadow of an artist
I'ma come up
And who am I to tell you don't follow your dreams?
And who are you to keep me here when I fall from the views?
And you don't even try to catch me no more
Rather find a tree swing with the rope in the wind
And throw it low when this deep, deep hole I'm in
I choke on this anxiety
This minor keys feel like major notes
Don't wanna let go, but I'm bout to let go
Cause I knew you, babe
But you eat away
At my will to play
All your silly games
Created a cave in my chest
And there ain't no treasure in sight
You decided to follow your ex
So you dug in my insides, insides, insides
I cry
This life, this life, this life so hard
Will I, will I, will I love or
Should I, should I, should I live more?

[Chorus]
Said your love is like a demon in my ear
Tell me never fear when I'm here
But I lost my legs to the combat
I lost my legs to the combat
Said your love is like a demon in my ear
Tell me never fear when I'm here
But I lost my legs to the combat
I lost my legs to the combat
And my will to fight you