Lost Me

It's been too many months of this
Me falling to your feet and feeling you kick
It's been too many tainted days
Where I've let you sink into my landscape

It's been too many nights of me, falling asleep
Feeling like I'm not worth your keep
And who would've thought you'd be
Who would've thought

The dirt on my skin
The brand on my limbs
How I could have let you in is beyond me
I found you and I lost me

The dirt on my skin
The brand on my limbs
How I could have let you in is beyond me
I found you and I lost me

It's been too many scalding hot showers
Tryna burn you away, regain those lost hours
Oh I give, oh you get
Darkened doorways, your silhouette

It's been too many nights of me, falling asleep
Feeling like I'm not worth your keep
And who would've thought you'd be
Who would've thought

The dirt on my skin
The brand on my limbs
How I could have let you in is beyond me
I found you and I lost me

The dirt on my skin
The brand on my limbs
How I could have let you in is beyond me
I found you and I lost me
The grit in my teeth
The stain on my sleeve
Where my heart used to be

Ten strikes down
You claw back round
Tryna make me give out

And who would've tasted your sweet words and heard
The torment they served
Oh you escape me
Do you do these things to break me

The dirt on my skin
The brand on my limbs
How I could have let you in is beyond me
I found you and I lost me

The dirt on my skin
The brand on my limbs
How I could have let you in is beyond me
I found you and I lost me