Lost in Thoughts

[Verse 1]
I hate being so nihilistic
Seeing no faith in nothing, but being so optimistic
Dead end towards the end, gotta get it in my head
I gotta live my life, cause soon I'll be fuckin' dead

[Bridge]
I can hardly breathe, I can hardly see
How you into me?
How you gonna be happy with someone like me?
I'll do my very best hopefully (yah)

[Verse 2]
But while I'm out here flowing and coping
I'm building a coffin, I don't know when it's gonna be finished
My reason for living is you, yeah we know that
Wait til I slip up and blow everything we both stacked
You don't know that I'm a psycho
Murder on my mind, took two lives in the night, though
I don't wanna talk much about it, but you might know
Younger me is killer me older, I just hide now
But I'll never know who I am
I'm a two-in-one package which I'll never understand
The idea that you love me would have never reached my head
Had you never told me you loved me back, I would be dead

[Hook]
Look at me, now look at you
You're a goddess, I'm just below you
Now look at me, now look at you
You're a goddess, I'm just below you

[Chorus]
I need you by my side, please don't let our magic die
I just need a bit more time
I just need a bit more time
I just need you by my side
Guarding angel, help me fight
So we can both survive 'til we kiss this cruel world goodbye