Lost in the Grandeur (Requiem Mass)

[Verse 1]
Hey you, what are you doing?
Laugh as you tear out my heart
The pain is so stimulating
I've been too numb from the start
Why can't I defend?
Tear all these demons apart
Who knows if it's really better?
I threw it out for some parts

[Pre-Chorus]
(So lost in the grandeur)

[Chorus]
Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliché
But I've done everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur

[Verse 2]
Dark things fly all around me
Welcoming sight from the past
Somehow they make me feel something
Even if it doesn't last
So I do anything
To be able to get away
Bad things always flock to me
It seems to be that way

[Pre-Chorus]
(So lost in the grandeur)

[Chorus]
Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliché
But I've done everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur

[Post-Chorus]
Oh no, what's that sound?
It's constant and profound
What's it gonna do today?
What kinda joy will it steal away?
Oh no, then I'm going down

[Bridge]
And it makes me so sick
Always caught up in it
That the truth is all lies
It builds up inside
I fucking hate this every day
Something painful, something grave
Can't go on living this way
I won't let you take this
Keep on trying, motherfucker

[Chorus]
Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliché
But I've done everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur
So lost in the grandeur
So lost in the grandeur