Lost in my head

[Chorus]
Lost my head when Im lost my mind
Lost this feeling of being so kind
Finding hope what's there to find
Stop trying to look for signs
I decided to be my own sign

[Verse 1]
Physically impossible to forgive
Mind going vivid
Body gone livid
Not turning timid
I know it’s my time when the sun turns red
Fuck all of that maybe instead
I'll just go to bed
And go find the head
To go find what was never there
Just look around and stare
Try to not care
Found nothing but despair
Lost all the flair

[Chorus]
Lost my head when I lost my mind
Lost this feeling of being so kind
Finding hope what's there to find
Stop trying to look for signs
I decided to be my own sign

[Verse 2]
Ask me if I’m ok, I'll say that I'm fine
Of course, I'm not fine, bitch what are you blind
You can see the sadness in my eyes
May not see it when I let out cries
I don't want to leave without making an impact
If you don't believe me than just sit back
And watch how I make history
It's not a mystery
I keep moving ever so swiftly
My wave moving drifting
Never not sinking
I'm never not thinking
I’m never not wishing
Life could go better
Life could go worse
I like to think not everything in life is to curse
I like to think my whole life is not a curse
I am ok no I don’t need a nurse
My message will be sent maybe not first
Everything that I ever said in this verse
Is never lying or made up
When I was nothing they thought I would never come up
They said I was to damn stuck up
But now they know who is bigger
And who is smaller
You are a pussy
I am a baller
I am a walker
You are a crawler
Because I am woke
And you are asleep
You fuck with me you get a stroke
This shit is no joke
Now that they see who is winning, they hop on the boat
So much water on me
Think I need a coat

[Chorus]
Lost my head when I lost my mind
Lost this feeling of being so kind
Finding hope what's there to find
Stop trying to look for signs