Lost Cause

[Chorus]
I'm a lost cause, lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
I got way too many flaws, many flaws, many flaws, why God?
Why give you my heart, if it's gonna break?
Why keep it real if you hella fake?
Had to buy some mothballs, there be hella snakes around
I don't need your help, tryna put me down, I'm a pro at it now

[Verse]
Trauma, anguish, I speak that language
Life was going one way 'til a lane switch
Unpredictable, man, I hate it
It seems
I'm always going the wrong way, fucking up another day
Constantly in dismay, I don't mean to complain
Maybe it's an imbalance in the chemicals in my brain
'Cause good things happen, but I still feel the same
I self medicate to fill the void I been missing, oh
I felt so many cravings, I fеlt so many withdrawals
It's a bad habit, sex addict, told her drop her drawеrs
Now I'm rapping more than mummies do, I think I need some gauze
Fucking up my bankroll, that's material therapy
I don't got a bad soul, yet still they're all scared of me
But, you know I be pushing P
Murder beats in the third degree
Cutting off all my friends, call that social surgery
I don't want your amends, I'm too used to the hurting
A whole different person, update to the version
I'm through all my feelings, now I don't give a fuck
So if they talking shit, it's middle fingers up
Lost cause, lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
Now there ain't nobody vouching, got too many flaws
Not sure if I'll beat the odds, but I'm sure I'm getting even
Now I ain't batting an eye, if you're telling me you're leaving
It's something that I foresaw
Friendships up and down, feeling like a damn see-saw
Now no one's around, maybe they don't know me at all
I doubt they would even know my birthday's in fall
I ain't worthless, more below the surface
Wonder what's my purpose
Damn near every purchase
Leads to an internal conflict I can't heal
I hope one day that I'm happy, yeah, I wonder how that feels
'Til then I'ma crack seals

[Chorus]
I'm a lost cause, lost cause, lost cause, lost cause
I got way too many flaws, many flaws, many flaws, why God?
Why give you my heart, if it's gonna break?
Why keep it real if you hella fake?
Had to buy some mothballs, there be hella snakes around
I don't need your help, tryna put me down, I'm a pro at it now