Lost Cause

Tell me do you want me, want me?

Tell me do you want me, want me?

I've been feeling lost

Lately I've been feeling lost. Maybe that's the way I walk or just the way I talk
Feeling disassociated through all of these different thoughts
Leave me sleepless every night, I wish I could turn it on and off

Like Odysseus as you just walked directly through the door
I gave you all my trust and you were like a Trojan horse
You broke into my heart and then you pierced it with a spear
I thought my walls were made of steel but you were my Achilles heel

Now I'm left alone with broken pieces that'll never heal
Try to put them back together but never get them to seal
Tell me how you feel, was it love or was it lust
Do you rewind, go back in time and ever think about us

Cause to be honest, I still do
Like a moment of flashing memories between me and you
Wish I could pause and hit rewind and maybe travel back in time
Redo everything that I did and maybe you would still be mine

Fuck it, we both know I say that so I'll just be alright
I just lied to myself in the end, I'm suffering inside
Tell me do you want me, want me? I've been feeling lost
Tell me do you want me, want me? I've been feeling lost