Lost Cause

[Verse 1: Joe Black]
Woes of the unwanted son, I'll always be the ugly one
Life is not a lot of fun, that’s why I bought a gun
I'm lost and full of lost shit put a bullet in my thoughts
But the gun is in the dresser and it's not worth the effort
We can share the pain that chews inside, this song is for you
Who is contemplating suicide in the dark of your room
Feels like there’s a war inside, no peace in the quiet
No crickets in my coffin and the silence is violent
Consoling is the loneliness upholding my unholiness
Opposing only those that don't exist in the cold abyss
Death is a beautiful truth
And I'ma look my best in my funeral suit
Swimming in depression, lost in the deep end
No best friends, no gods to believe in
I'm just a heathen who can't save or uplift you
I'm no Jesus but I can die with you

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
Thou with no sin, cast the first stone
Send a prayer up there ain't worth the words though
I'm a lost cause, please don’t pray for me
Yeah I’m a lost cause, please don't pray for me
Thou with no sin, cast the first stone
Send a prayer up there ain’t worth the words though
I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me
'Cause I’m a lost cause, please don't pray for me

[Verse 2: Lee Carver]
Rum is the cancer, my negativity chemo
Too bipolar cold-blooded below zero
Wasting away another rainy day with razor blades
Now I'm standing over the overpass where the vagrants stay
I throw my horns up while I sit up on my throne of trash
Turn on the oven, see the gas commence to light the match
Wanna match? What you got up on these cremains
Never wash away these stains when Lee decide to release brains
Out the exit wound, you're the next to doom
Morbid reality has consumed my plans for this afternoon
Getting high, jerk off, fantasizing suicide
We're destined for the damnation where all we do is die
If you replied to my suicide letter
Address it to the end of forever and know it's been a pleasure
Slit my wrists like I'm swiping a debit
A lost cause in this life that never lived to regret it

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
Thou with no sin, cast the first stone
Send a prayer up there ain't worth the words though
I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me
Yeah I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me
Thou with no sin, cast the first stone
Send a prayer up there ain't worth the words though
I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me
Cause I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me

[Verse 3: Billy Obey]
My mind's stuck in the gutter 'cause this shit is poison
I'm only good for nothing and disappointment, can't avoid it
Raps raised by the evil in my heart
So many tracks, fuck a needle in my arm
There's people dying all around us for nothing more than a high
Find their bodies unidentified, label within a minutes time
[Them sit as sad decide in the earth?], decomposing in a ditch
Dead in the dirt, about as cozy as it gets
I'll never be shit, never completely be whole
Life's a bitch, I'm 'bout to make that trick deep throat
And so the story goes, I feel like I'm destined to die with sinners
The burn's slow, evidently giving it time to simmer
If we all pass away why live life (Life)
Sorry but it's sad to say I'm not right
Flick the ash to the tray, fuck it get high (High)
You'll forget me over time anyway

[Chorus: Billy Obey]
Thou with no sin, cast the first stone
Send a prayer up there ain't worth the words though
I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me
Yeah I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me
Thou with no sin, cast the first stone
Send a prayer up there ain't worth the words though
I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me
Cause I'm a lost cause, please don't pray for me