​lost

[Intro]
Throw away my freedom
To protect my freedom

[Chorus]
Every time I look in your eyes I just want to die
Too much in my mind every time, think I'll lose it now
Feel it building up, I can't talk, I can't do this now
Gotta give it up, I can't walk, I can't leave and go
I just feel the same, feeling lost, don't know what's up next
I don't want to run but I'm done, can't put up with this
Tell me where to go, I don't know what I'm doing now
Pick me up and choose, I can't fix myself, never could

[Verse]
I think I'll lose myself
And I know I can't fix my health
All these pills that I take
They can't ever make me feel the same way
Not as I did back then
I-I can't make this end
Wish I could but I can't pretend
I'll lose my mind when you look at me again
(Look at me again, look at me again)

[Interlude]
Trying to end up killing is not going to work
You're gonna regret your actions

[Chorus]
Every time I look in your eyes I just want to die
Too much in my mind every time, think I'll lose it now
Feel it building up, I can't talk, I can't do this now
Gotta give it up, I can't walk, I can't leave and go
I just feel the same, feeling lost, don't know what's up next
I don't want to run but I'm done, can't put up with this
Tell me where to go, I don't know what I'm doing now
Pick me up and choose, I can't fix myself, never could