Lost

As I'm walking out the fucking house/
Look around and see my neighbor Puffin that loud/
Passed the blunt but I passed it cuz it ain't my style/
Im too different to ever think that id Fit the crowd/
Flying in the clouds, wrap me in these fucking shrouds/
Ever since I was a child always wanted to be wild/
Now I realize all the lies that I couldn't tell/
Never be that cool kid, what goes around comes around/
But to me that's bullshit, not to mention it's useless/
To top it off, I'm not involved, I'm holding on to them blueprints/
I'm falling off, not not at all, fake smiles are like bullets/
Penetrates my soul, all this hate that I hold/
Got me losing control, not amusing I know/
But fuck making money if I'm losing my soul/
Man I'm losing myself, all this music I shelf/
All because it won't sell, how the fuck im goin tell/
All these kids to chase their dreams, if I'm chasing all the wealth/
Got me feeling like a fiend man I really need some help/
If I don't believe in god does it mean I'm goin to hell/
If I don't believe in me does it mean I need some help/
Need some help

Hook:
Fuck all this bullshit, lost in my mind
And some times I feel useless/
Hand on my gun best believe I'm goin pull it/
Lost in this world man i really am Clueless/
(2X)

Gripping on this fucking pen/
Writing rhyme after rhyme but ain't making sense/
I'm feeling tense, maybe I should go lay down and rest/
Or maybe I should go kill em all leave with no regrets/
I lost mind, but inside, I feel all the mess/
I wanna die but can't lie, it's just all the stress/
Building up wut the fuck this is how gets/
Sometimes I find that my life is all a mess/

(HOOK)