Lost

It's funny how when you lose someone
You're the one that feels lost so lost
In this life, you get to choose someone
But when they go you feel gone so gone

Think about em every minute every moment
Celebrate them the memory lives on
But It's funny how when you lose someone
You're the one that feels lost so lost

Damn it really wasn't your time yet
Find myself texting and wishing that you would reply back
Now you rest in peace how the fuck I'm supposed to find that
Our body's a lease and the clocks ticking on the contract

Those early days in the crowd to support me wow
I wish you could've seen me when I rocked in front of 40 thou
For your precession bring the foreign out and floor it out
And for the wake buy out the bar just to pour it out

I haven't vented in a minute naw
Block ain't been the same since they shot my cousin Dennis yall
Around the corner from where my momma still living aww
Every day its somebody's baby, brother or sister yall
Shits an epidemic yall they cutting with the fentanyl
We dying while pharmaceuticals trying to run their business yall

Can't help but think about your mom I know how much she hurts
It really fucks me up to see your face up on this tee shirt

It's funny how when you lose someone
You're the one that feels lost so lost
In this life, you get to choose someone
But when they go you feel gone so gone

Think about em every minute every moment
Celebrate them the memory lives on
But It's funny how when you lose someone
You're the one that feels lost so lost

It breaks my heart to know you'll never see that 30 mile
Or see your son smile while he walking down the aisle
Watch your daughter graduate collage be Magna cum laud
It's way too many clouds tribulations and trails

And when I'm in my jeep driving wit my seat reclining
I just look up at the sky and I be reminded
Of Philly 4th of July's we would hit the streets mobbing
We was young we was fly had the Hennessey poppin
Damn...
Now when we sipping gotta toast to you
Reminiscing back in the day shit gets emotional
Never let your memory fade like we supposed to do
Ya day 1s and family, everybody close to you

Ride life until the wheels fall off switching the transmission
All of my grandparents already transitioned
We'll never get there answers no matter how hard we search
Still fucks me up to see your face on this tee shirt

It's funny how when you lose someone
You're the one that feels lost so lost
In this life, you get to choose someone
But when they go you feel gone so gone

Think about em every minute every moment
Celebrate them the memory lives on
But It's funny how when you lose someone
You're the one that feels lost so lost