Lost

Pain, agony I don't wanna feel it
Drain everything like I fucking own it
Stains left on everything
That I gave to you

Why does it hurt so much
Every day feels like I'm out of touch
Feel the waves as they hit me late at night

I'm so lost that I cannot feel alright
Not one single night
Where I feel so glad that I'm happy but

I'm so lost that I cannot feel alright
Not one single night
Where I feel so glad that I'm happy but

Anxiety is pulling on me
'cause all that's real is reality
'Cause I'm so lost in time don't,know what I should find
'cause when i try to love I'm centuries behind

They only wanna fuck me once or twice a month
They don't really wanna be with me or anyone
I take that babe but then I'm gonna have to run
'Cause the shawty is a demon loving
Real I think that I'm done

I just want some love for my life
Cannot get enough but I won't ride
That's what I tell my friends every damn night
Every single time it's damn lie
Why the fuck am I still trying
Living every single day but I'm dying
Fall asleep while I'm crying
Cannot tell the truth so I'm lying

I'm so lost that I cannot feel alright
Not one single night
Where I feel so glad that I'm happy but

I'm so lost that I cannot feel alright
Not one single night
Where I feel so glad that I'm happy but