LOST

[Intro]

It's like seven in the morning right now
I just got off an 8 hour shift
Ugh
Haha

[Verse 1]

Alcohol in coffee pots, Adderall on counter tops
I've been getting mad a lot, I can never make it stop
Back yards and hot days, bed rocks and heart aches
Trap house in the enclave, I've scammed half of the Tri State
Nothing in the pantry cause the family is too crashed out
Bathroom with the black grout, white trash and freak outs

It's crazy how it pans out, I been over worked, misused
Put my dreams on the burner, I'm a good worker
Don't know what to do about this self depicting sickness
Maybe I can fix this, rip this, stiffness, out of my existence

Crack rocks and trap cats, gum rot and hand bags
All talk and relapse, that coke-drip is your own swag
Cocaine at the red light, Max Payne with a thermal sight
Lou Kang with eternal life, Doomsday with the kryptonite

Yeah
I'm so disconnected, wrong intentions, ugh

[Verse 2]

I'm so disconnected, wrong intentions, I'm defensive
Co dependent, I'm offended by the wrong thing
You just wanna taunt me, poison in my body
Drinking from the chalice of the one who sat before me

Thriller, filler, eat her limbs for dinner, can't believe I miss her
Should of fucked the sister, drinking in the winter
Staring at your picture, I don't like you posture
Put some led inside your water, we've been Feasting on your daughters

Honors, I been smoking stronger
Left my heart clicking to the metronome, Mephedrone
Broken record bro, smoking off the fucking stove
I been overlooked while your god is talking through me

Murder in your movies, Hatred in your music
Money for my grocery's, all my educations useless