Lost

[Chorus]
I use to sit up late at night
Thinking bout my life
Granny said don’t cry It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright

[Verse]
My first love said to let go and let god
So I looked up to the sky I was praying for a sign
Little did I know my first love would break my heart
I guess I thank god for tearing us apart
Cause she was never mine it was all a lie
She wanted some other guy
Looking on back on the memories never thought we would ever say goodbye
But we did and it’s all my fault
I kept my feelings all safe like a vault
And I said hold up wait a minute baby girl just let me finish I know lately I’ve been sinnin and I know that you a christian
Maybe that’s why we different
Maybe that’s why we different
But lately I’ve been stressing things don’t feel right
Got these demons in my head I need .45
All these voices getting loud I hear em all night
When I try to numb the pain my nose it turns white
I’ve been fucking bitches on the moon
Couple pill, a shot and I feel cool
I wonder if they’ll miss me when I’m gone
Momma tell me if youre proud of your son

[Chorus]
I use to sit up late at night
Thinking bout my life
Granny said don’t cry It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright