​lost-and-found

I have been dreaming of all i could've done differently
I only ever seem to say what i mean while you sleep
While you sleep

I'm not a wreck, but i'm far from fully healed --
I found these ghosts in me; these memories i can't keep
I can't keep

I'm learning confidence, i'm only learning now how to
Bite back the bitterness, the weight of the crown
Of fools

I can't express
The weight of the silence

But when it's filled with your breath
I seem to fеar it less

Rhythmic footsteps
I'm so damn restlеss

But i'm starting to call you
Home

I know how hard it is; i'm living through ache of the
Worries and uncertainties that kept you awake, my love

You and i are different, but that shouldn't hurt again, i am
More than in love, i'll be as sweet as i can for you
For you

I think there's a way to make you more than mostly happy;
I'll do anything at all, anything at all

Somewhere i'm so afraid of you;
You keep losing sight of the breakthrough
As if long drives and quoting lines
From our music
Is not worth working for

All i want is one place
To be loud, to be loved, to be safe
And i am so hoping
I am so hoping

Open-hearted
Waters uncharted
We're back where we started
And i'm starting
To call you
Home