Lost A Fan

[Chorus]
Stuck up in the past and I can't think straight
Filling up my cup with Hennessy
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
And why you're gone, why I'm alone
And why the hell I feel the need to write this song

[Verse 1]
She told me that she really was a fan of me
But she wasn't a fan of when I leave
I told her, baby, I'm living out my dream
She said, what about me?
Huh? Huh? what about me?
But I'm doing this for us, baby, trust
I'ma get a car, and a mansion and plus
She stopped me there with her hand in there
Said "I don't care about any of that stuff
So if you want it then that's fine"
But I don't wanna spend your money and I hope you know that i just wanna spend some time
I said I know, and we will when I get back home
And she said, "no we won't
You'll be out with your boys or in the studio"
Damn, you know me, you know me too well
Damn, you know me, more than I know myself
And now she's gone and I'm alone
I lost a fan but i'm still cold

[Chorus]
Stuck up in the past and I can't think straight
Filling up my cup with Hennessy
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
And why you're gone, why I'm alone
And why the hell I feel the need to write this song

[Verse 2]
Laying in a bed that I've never been in for the same old reason
Then a woman starts knocking on the door, she says, "housekeeping"
I tell her that I'm good, but really "inside" I'm not
My room's a mess and I can't seem to clean this spot
I need a new towel 'cause I threw it in
Gave up on everything her and I could've been
But my covers still clean 'cause I'm good at hiding things
And I hope my fans don't get to see this side of me
Gear up for the stage, time for the show
Rock the crowd, and then i'm gone
Check out at noon, catch my flight
Get back to town, where's my ride?
Wait, where's my ride?
Wait, where's my ride?
Gotta call a cab, she's not outside
'Cause now she's gone and I'm alone
I lost a fan but i'm still cold

[Chorus]
Stuck up in the past and I can't think straight
Filling up my cup with Hennessy
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
And why you're gone, why I'm alone
And why the hell I feel the need to write this song