Lost @ 2

[Verse]
All I'm seeing is an angel with some broken wings
She had me trippin' fallin' for her like I'm sight seeing
A fine being/
I couldn't really leave her lone/
I guess I'm paying back in liquor with my money gone/
And lately I've been tryna find someone to teach me something/
But all I get is constant drama mixed with bullshit bluffing/
And all I see is women flexing with they hair up/
But I never find a woman flex her head to get her pay up/
Damn/
I'm guessing I was misguided/
Been tryna take flight so long but I'm missing a pilot/
And you don't see it but I'm crying when I write this/
And only thing you was worried bout was the cock pit/
It's funny how emotions come in when it's dark out/
That's why I'm writing at 2 AM with the bass loud/
Remember talking bout the future with a fake smile?/
Well what else were you hiding with that devilish mouth?/
Check the wrist and I knew I took the time with you/
Going through all of my pages with another issue/
And when I canceled my subscription came back with I miss you/
But I don't know if I can buy it cause you with a new dude/
Claiming you would be there in every direction/
But recently you're shutting me out leaving no connection/
So guess I'd hang up the phone/
Sorry for thinking that this is something we could hold/
Real Rap/