Losing My Mind in the Smoke

[Verse 1]
Starin' at the ceilin', wonderin' what I'm livin' for
At the same time feel like I been here before
Is this all new? Or is it déjà vu?
Starin' in the mirror, wonderin', "Who the hell are you?"
'Cause this life is gettin' crazy
They say I'm gon' make it, but what's it gon' take me?
Feel like the world is tryna break me
Some days I wanna tap out, find someone to replace me

[Bridge]
So I lose my mind in the smoke
Get a little high, just to leave my lows
And really, I don't know, I don't know
Smoke clouds my eyes from it, the finish close

[Verse 2]
And goddamn, I hope it is
'Cause stress plus me and expectations equal cigs
I know it's a bad habit, but no matter how I'm actin'
Tobacco laughin' at my passion, 'cause I know right when I go grasp it
This life gon' turn me to an addict
Yeah, 'cause I think my dream is comin' true
Think that I'd be happy, come to grips, but, yo, this isn't true
There's always that next goal
'Cause even fire gets cold, remember when it used to scold
They say cigarettes deplete your oxygen
The fire inside me, how can I feed it then?
As an artist, I'm independent
But have I become dependent on what I burn all my regrets in?
'Cause I don't know
Losin' my mind in the smoke
Losin' my mind in the smoke