Losing It

Too scared, too small, too brittle
But I’m stuck in the middle
Alone, too poor, too tearful
Need help but they’re all evil

Too scared, too small, too brittle
But I’m stuck in the middle
Alone, too poor, too tearful
Need help but they’re all evil

I know I’m nothing special
But I’m too nice
And fearful
I’m trying to tread careful
But I’m stuck in the middle

Here I go again
Everyday
They hate when I’m smiling
When I feel great
Negativity
Attracts them
Yet when I need some help
They just start to blame

People all around
But I feel like they’re all looking down
They don’t notice me
Going through changes I can’t believe
That they’re my family
And yet others are more there for me
This is not a game
But I feel like I am losing it

Too scared, too small, too brittle
But I’m stuck in the middle
Alone, too poor, too tearful
Need help but they’re all evil

I know I’m nothing special
But I’m too nice
And fearful
I’m trying to tread careful
But I’m stuck in the middle
(They just start to blame)

People all around
But I feel like they’re all looking down
(Looking down)
They don’t notice me
Going through changes I can’t believe
(I can’t believe)
That they’re my family
And yet others are more there for me
This is not a game
But I feel like I am losing it

People all around
But I feel like they’re all looking down
(Looking down)
They don’t notice me
Going through changes I can’t believe
(I can’t believe)
That they’re my family
And yet others are more there for me
This is not a game
But I feel like I am losing it

Too scared, too small, too brittle
But I’m stuck in the middle
Alone, too poor, too tearful
Need help but they’re all evil

The love I try to send
Has brought me to the end
Coz now I have no trust
In the expression us