Losing Control (pt. 2)

[Intro: Clara La San & Kenzo Balla]
I never had
Thoughts that control me (Grrah)
Until something bad
Left me so lonely (Grrah-grrah, boom)
And I want it back (Every opp shot)
I want the old me (Everything dead)
I'm trying to forget
But things just remind me (Oh, Frank, like, what?)
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say (Like)
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way (MB, MB)
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track (Ah)
I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up (Like, what?)
To bright it up, yeah (Grrah)
And I keep falling in this darkness
And thеre's no one to light it up (Nevеr had all these thoughts that control me, like)
Ahh

[Chorus]
Never had all these thoughts that control me
Off these Percocets, I'm 'bout to OD
Losin' control, might go back to the old me
Back to spinnin', hoppin' out of stoleys
In my feelings, I been feelin' lonely
All in the cold, I just want you to hold me
I'm a demon, like, you know me
Better think twice if you try to approach me (Ah)
It's a million things I could say (I could say)
But I'd rather say it to your face
Need time to myself, I think I need some space
Need my mind up in a better place
Totin' Beckiana on my waist
I'm movin' too tact, don't need another case
It's for you then you know I'ma wait
I feel better every time I see your face, like

[Verse 1]
Anything that you want, you could have it
Walk in Amiri, pick it up and grab it
My old bitch keep hatin', she a mad bitch
Mad 'cause a nigga left her in the past tense
And I still live the life of a savage
Spot me a opp I up it and I blast it
When we fuck, she fuckin' up the mattress
Back shots, beat it up, I got her tappin'
Where you at? I know you miss me
Fuck all the arguin', I need you with me
On the ave, shit gettin' risky
Walk to the store, I'm clutchin' on my sitchy
'Member days when I ain't have a penny
'Member days they tried to hold it against me
Now I'm shittin' on 'em, got 'em driddy
Bus' down the Cartier, I know they envy
Off a Perky, spinnin' through they P's
Reminiscin', thinkin' 'bout JB
Days on the block when he ain't wanna leave
And I told him he could stay with me
I'm forever ballin' for the sleeze
Heard the bad news and it was hard to breathe
My lil' bro wasn't ready to leave
And since then, we been puttin' opps on tees, like

[Verse 2]
Niggas out here switchin' on the gang
Only wanna be here for the fame
He wasn't with us, he just wanted a name
Now I gotta show him he a lame
If I see him, up it then I flame
Like, I'm tryna rearrange a nigga brain
Niggas switched, niggas changed
But my day one niggas still remain the same, like
Bitch, I'm great and my family too
They could talk about me but they know what I do
Nigga, I'm him, who the fuck is you?
Like, get the fuck out my way before I boom
Drippiest 'ooters when I'm in the room
Like, the MX1 'Miris holdin' up the broom
In my moods, I been losin' my cool
And if I lose you, I don't know what I'd do, like

[Chorus]
Never had all these thoughts that control me
Off these Percocets, I'm 'bout to OD
Losin' control, might go back to the old me
Back to spinnin', hoppin' out of stoleys
In my feelings, I been feelin' lonely
All in the cold, I just want you to hold me
I'm a demon, like, you know me
Better think twice if you try to approach me (Ah)
It's a million things I could say (I could say)
But I'd rather say it to your face
Need time to myself, I think I need some space
Need my mind up in a better place
Totin' Beckiana on my waist
I'm movin' too tact, don't need another case
It's for you then you know I'ma wait
I feel better every time I see your face (Ah), like

[Outro]
I never had
Thoughts that control me
Until something bad
Left me so lonely
And I want it back
I want the old me
I'm trying to forget
But things just remi—
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track