​loser (interlude)

I’m such a motherfuckin loser
My friends are partying while I’m makin music
Should be doing shit to benefit my future
I need a tutor
But I’m on my own
Up to the user
Feels like I’m the imposter
My music videos will never win an Oscar
I know my parents would rather me be a doctor
Big shocker
But I don’t spend that much money
I’m not a shopper

Damn
Some days I feel like the man
Like I make top tier music
And can do shows in Japan
And at the same time
Feel below the baseline
Shits getting worse
I’m on a steady
Decline
Feels like I’m running out of time
Got so much weighing on my mind
Put it all on myself
It’s not good for my health
At least it’s on nobody else
Fuck

I’m such a motherfuckin loser
My friends are partying while I’m makin music
Should be doing shit to benefit my future
I need a tutor
But I’m on my own
Up to the user
Feels like I’m the imposter
My music videos will never win an Oscar
I know my parents would rather me be a doctor
Big shocker
But I don’t spend that much money
I’m not a shopper

I wanna be the bad guy
Just to feel what that’s like
Everyone would know me
They love drama it’s a past time
Then they walk just past me
They don’t even say hi
No chance
Send no reply
And I guess that’s why

I’m such a fuckin loser
My friends are partying while I’m makin music
Should be doing shit to benefit my future
I need a tutor
But I’m on my own
Up to the user
I’m such a fuckin loser
My friends are partying while I’m makin music
Should be doing shit to benefit my future
I need a tutor
But I’m on my own
Up to the user