​lose, win, lose

[Intro]
Greentop
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
There's always something wrong
I never thought I'd give it all away, it's time to run
But please don't turn it off because I like the way it's on
I finally get a reason, then I blink and then it's gone (Ah-ah-ah)
You try to run, yeah, this is nothing new to me, it happens all the time
I just need a reason why 'cause I cannot rely
On a single person 'cause they leave me dead insi-ide

[Chorus]
I need to support myself, it's fine
Nobody listens when I question why avoid it, I don't wanna be an annoyance
Yeah, but I'm looking up and down, like, "Why?"
And I'm in the walls, so turn off the lights
So I avoid it, I don't wanna be an annoyance
Ay boy, this is boring, you say something, ignore it
Until I finally give up and leave 'em when I'm at my worst
It's so gory, the thoughts they have, they warned me
Me and everyone around, there's nothing and it's not the Earth's

[Bridge]
Yeah, and it's not my fault
And I won't take blame for this, it's all your fault
And I won't take the blame for it 'cause it's all your fault
I ain't sad no more, I'm just pissed that I lost a friend
And at least on my end, it shows that you are in the wrong
I never do shit to no one, so what did I do to deserve this?
They say to me that I'm the worst
Bitch, go laugh and lay your eyes on-

[Verse 2]
Yeah, listen to me now
If you could see me right now, you could see I'm fuckin' winning
Wish every day 'cause yesterday I struggled with just living
But now I'm doing better and all
I just wan' see you right here
Never thought I could fall
But look at me, I'm right here
In the worst way possible, but I do what I can
Feel like, still, my head is way too heavy, weigh me down like lead
It holds me back

[Chorus]
I need to support myself, it's fine
Nobody listens when I question why avoid it, I don't wanna be an annoyance
Yeah, but I'm looking up and down, like, why?
And I'm in the walls so turn off the lights
I avoid it, I don't wanna be an annoyance
Ay boy, this is boring, you say something, ignore it
Until I finally give up and leave 'em when I'm at my worst
It's so gory, the thoughts they have, they warned me
Me and everyone around, there's nothing and it's not the Earth's

[Outro]
(Because that's the way it's meant to be...)