Lose/Recover

Had a dream I was underground
To a point, I stopped trying to get found
Clawed my way out and filled the hole
With flower seeds and much richer soil

Looked at myself closely in the mirror
Took the dark parts out that were causing this fever
Replaced them with one large oak seed
Realized then I was just trying to get green

Yeah I lost love, love does what it does
Thought I lost me, but there I was!

Thought I lost me, but it came to be
A momentary lapse of happily