Lose Myself

[Verse 1]
Early 2020 I was fighting through depression
So fucking cold I was dealing with aggression
I was by myself I could never get a mention
Finally found myself now I'm in the right direction
Grinded on my own I've been doin' daily sessions
Always told the truth now where is your confession
Never felt at home in the stu I feel accepted
You always hate on me I'll teach a fucking lesson
Don't hate someone when you got no life
I've dealt with hate let me in the afterlifе
You've tried to end mе with a fucking butter knife
Bitch that ain't gon' work ain't no stoppin at red lights
Yes you stabbed me in the back but at least I feel alright
I've been livin' my life it's in black & white
I won't lose myself I'm always gonna fight
I've been runnin' for the win I've been workin' day and night

[Verse 2]
I've been workin' everyday
Fuck this shit I'm getting paid
I just wanna get away
You will never feel my pain
You will never feel my struggle
Always in big trouble
Bank account has doubled
Been working off the hustle
I don't want your time I've been focusing on me
I don't want your love I would rather kiss a tree
I've been working my ass off
It's the Future take your mask off
I don't want you, you better back off
Bouta make a hit then I will dash off
Hear me out I'm just tryna fucking heal
Ain't no way I'm gonna accept a deal
You never gave a fuck you can't have my meal
You never gave a fuck you bitches are not real