Lose My Mind

I don't wanna lose my mind
I don't wanna waste my time
Bleeding 'til I suicide
I hope you don't want me to defy

Lie, but I know you don't want this now
I know you don't want me now
Contemplating feelings now
I guess just I just don't feel alive
Feel alive

I'm stressed and fucking paralyzed
I just don't wanna lose my mind
I just don't wanna lose my mind
I just don't wanna to lose my mind, ayy, ayy, yeah
(I'm losing my mind)

Gave in, I'm on my phone in the daytime
Let alone, the usual but you know I don't mind it at all
Say the nice things at the funerals
Solos [?] but that's predictable
Always around me it's not reusable
And I'll weigh you down and you'll be reducible
And I'll just carry on, yeah

You can follow me if you want to
Wondering the world, I'm insatiable
Got nothing on me, I'm insociable

I don't really know what I'm doing here
But I know that I don't want you around, around
Yeah, I don't want you around, around

I just don't wanna lose my mind
I just don't wanna lose my mind, ayy
(I'm losing my mind)

Gave in, I'm on my phone in the daytime
Let alone, the usual but you know I don't mind at all
Say the nice things at the funerals
(I just don't want to lose my mind)
Solos [?] but that's predictable
And always around me it's not reusable

I just don't wanna lose my mind
I just don't wanna lose my mind, ay