LOSE MY MIND

They said I needed pills for my emotions
What a silly notion
They make me feel like I’m dead
Feel like I’m dead
Feel like I’m dead

I don’t talk
Don’t sleep
Don’t eat
Don’t love
How am I even human?
I know I’m sick in my head
Sick in my head
But this is unfair

Even when I know that it’s alright
I feel so grey
I’m dead inside
And every time I close my eyes
It hurts without you
Without you, I might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind

Yeah, I might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind

Maybe I will fall
But you don’t know it all
Maybe I’ll stand tall
If I stand at all

I never minded that you had me holed up
Even when I’m sitting in the back seat throwing up
I can never choose between running and showing up
Even though I never wanna go
I’ve been thinking about my last resort
Sitting on my floor
Did it with nobody else around me (round me)
Without you, I lose my mind
Might I lose my mind?
My mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind

I’ve paid in full
You don’t know
DXM and Adderall
I lost it all
You don’t know
You don’t know how it makes me feel
I’m not invincible
Just take my word for it
Don’t follow my wisdom
And you might not lose your mind
Your mind, no

No

Yeah, I might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind
Might lose my mind

Oh, giving into cyber sins, I’m in it
I don’t know if I commit I’ll win it, takes a minute
To trust me
Cause I don’t trust myself
You know I’m right
It can't be right
We haven't spoken
And I’ll break down walls to get through to you
How is that provoking?
And how can I try?
Cause whenever I try
You never notice

I might lose my mind
But it’s okay
And I might lose my mind today