LOSE LOSE LOSE

(kittydoggo)
Lose, lose, lose my fucking mind
Win, win, win until I die
They're not like the other guys
You can't tell from your disguise
Lose, Lose, Losing so much time
As a year just passes by
I can't live another lie
So i'll win, win, win
'til I'm compromised

Paranoia fills my brain
I wanna push them all away
There's nothin' I can do
But wait and let my heart decay

Fuck the world and fuck this screen
I wanna make my insides bleed
But a knife in my chest won't fix the issues in this galaxy

Baby I suffer inside
Nature makes me feel alive
Poison makes me wanna die
And all that poison's online

I don't want a poisoned mind
It's feeding everyone lies
I'll let the pain out
By painting all of these red and blue lines

Lose, feel like a loser
My heart, I loved her
I understand every side
But this is mental torture

Win, I'm fuckin winnin'
Even inbetween decisions
It's just a matter of time
Before we know it's workin'