Lose Control

[Chorus: HalaCG]
I feel the shift in the atmosphere
Chaotic waves, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself
Clouds in my mind that will never clear
I feel ashamed, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself

[Verse 1: TyWeZee]
Where do I begin?
If I tell you what I really feel, would you let me in?
No, I'll get condemned, so I suspend all these feelings within where they've always been
Grew a thick skin, but now it's wearing thin, why does it feels like a sin?
Just to let it all go, how will I grow
If I continue to bury the truth and not let it show
Disrupting my flow, deep down I know what must be done
Why do I have to be the one? The chosen son, bring darkness cloud sun
Who are you to judge what I've been through? If you were in my shoes
So what you do? I can't continue to hide what I will pursue
I can't control it, I can't control it
The winds of change, I feel it growing, I feel it growing, now it's my time to own it
Bring back the beginning, if I lose my soul, it's not worth living
Pretending I get it forcing a grin, and it's just a gimmick
Feel the distance from friends, but it's a just a mission
I feel the friction victim to a system, and I, and I

[Chorus: HalaCG]
I feel the shift in the atmosphere
Chaotic waves, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself
Clouds in my mind that will never clear
I feel ashamed, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself

[Verse 2: Omeg@ Redd]
Do you feel it?
That feeling when they just tryna disrupt your spirit
You stuck on forbidden paths, and you can't pivot
When the burdens never ending you at your limit, do you feel it?
I promise, we couldn't see eye to eye with broken glass
Visuals in my mind of a broken past, contacts
Cracked and dried up, laid on a bloody grass
A private eye mirrors in mind of what was prophecied, this just a bird's eye view
You wanna bless me? Ah-choo! Stuck in darkness - red moon
I see coffins while I'm coughing, I got Robitussin Blues
You couldn't walk in the soles, compromised soul
Never feel whole, taken a toll
It's bears the semblance to sin symbols of ignorance
Symbolic simpletons passing judgment and giving sentences
I write the sentences to give penance to all my sins again
But death is eminent, and the reaper will quinch his needs again

[Chorus: HalaCG]
I feel the shift in the atmosphere
Chaotic waves, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself
Clouds in my mind that will never clear
I feel ashamed, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself
I feel the shift in the atmosphere
Chaotic waves, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself
Clouds in my mind that will never clear
I feel ashamed, but the storm, it calls me, I lose myself