Loose_ends.mp3

[Verse 1]
I've managed to lose all my friends
Can't even send a message just to tie the loose ends
I wish I could go back, wish I could change
I wish I could fucking numb this pain
Pain emitted from my brain
In the bathroom cutting with this fucking blade
Pain, always controlling my brain
Testing myself every single fucking day

[Chorus]
Everyday is a struggle
I'm fucking dying to hug you
I just wish I could just fucking explain
How I feel on the inside
These thoughts conflicting right besides
I just wish I could just fucking contain
All these feelings but I can't just seems to slip and be vibrant
I try my absolute best to not complain
I'm fucking sorry for all this and if I could just be honest
I'd like to mother fucking change

[Verse 2]
I think I might be alone for a while
They might've stayed like a mom to its child
If I wasn't fucking dumb and senile
Maybe I'd be content for a while
But I fucked it all up again
Taking the stress out, my arms turning red
I just want to lay fucking dead
Distracting myself from these things in my head
I feel empty, this isn't me
Feel like I might never get to see day

[Chorus]
Everyday is a struggle
I'm fucking dying to hug you
I just wish I could just fucking explain
How I feel on the inside
These thoughts conflicting right besides
I just wish I could just fucking contain
All these feelings but I can't just seems to slip and be vibrant
I try my absolute best to not complain
I'm fucking sorry for all this and if I could just be honest
I'd like to mother fucking change