​looking for a light that doesn’t fade

[Intro: Alan Watts]
You got rid of God but that means you got rid of yourself, you're just nothing but a machine. And your idea that you're a machine is just a machine too. So if you're a smart kid you'll commit suicide
Camus said there is only really one serious philosophical question, which is whether or not to commit suicide
I think there are four or five serious philosophical questions
The first one is: Who started it?
The second is: Are we gonna make it?
The third is: Where are we gonna put it?
The fourth is: Who's gonna clean up?
And the fifth: Is it serious?

[Poppy Tears]
I been looking for a light that doesn't fade
I been looking for a light that doesn't fade
I been cooling in the night with my blade
I been cooling in the night with my blade

She asked me what I'm doing, said I'm tryna hold the weight
I said I'm here now but she said it's too late
All the fucking time that I went and put to waste
Never knew it happened, no I never left a trace

'Cause it's all gotta change one day
But for now it stays the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
And numbing out the aches

'Cause it's all gotta change one day
But for now its all the same
I've been slowing down my heart rate
I been numbing out my aches

[lil happy lil sad]
Baby girl I feel alone
I been thinkin' bout you when i'm low
I feel like I've lost everything
I feel like I am dead within

Baby girl I feel alone
I make it worse when I am smoking dope
I feel like I've lost everything
I'm crying with lil sedative tonight

Girl I never feel at home
I'm acting strong but I just can't go on
I wish that I could make you see
I wish that you could make me feel again

I feel so lonely
I feel alone